I am ME!

I saw this on my aunt's blog and had to copy (thanks Annmarie!)

I am a procrastinator.
I think that I have the sweetest, cutest, smartest, most wonderful baby in the world!
I know that I am nowhere NEAR perfect, but I'm trying.
I want a home of my own.
I have the absolute best family in the world.
I wish I didn't have to work.
I dislike the sound of my alarm in the morning.
I miss seeing and talking to Ragan every day like I used to.
I fear anything bad happening to Chandler.
I smell pretty good.....most of the time.
I crave junk food. A lot.
I cry everytime I laugh, even if it's just a giggle.
I usually am optimistic and happy.
I search for happiness.
I wonder what the future hold for me and my daughter.
I regret not getting married in the temple.
I love being a MOMMY!! Except for when I have to take her to get shots.
I care what people think of me, even though I probably shouldn't.
I worry that I'm missing the best days of Chandler's life.
I am not crafty.
I remember silly statistics about Chandler's life, like what her bilirubin count was when she was 3 days old.
I believe that the church is true with all my heart.
I sing very loudly (and horribly) when I'm alone in the car.
I don't always think before I speak.
I fight for Chandler and what she deserves and what is best for her.
I lose about a million strands of hair every day.
I win when it doesn't matter, like at card games.
I don't know how to walk away from cute little girl clothes without buying too much.
I can usually be found at work, unfortunately.
I listen to a lot of nerdy music like Abba, *NSYNC and the Backstreet Boys.
I need to be better at NOT spending money.
I forget pretty much everything.
I am happy most of the time, and happiest when I'm at home with family.